Tuesday, September 18, 2012

Where I'm From

Uncertainty on life's pathway
I am from long walks,
From huge backyards and tall trees
I’m from moving boxes
Holding memories wrapped up in bubble wrap
I am from bustling streets
With peddlers peddling wares
With foul-smelling air and cluttered side-walks

I am from the big red car
And four guys in coloured shirts.
I’m from first days
And new houses
I am from firm handshakes
And you can’t keep being so shy
I’m from The Daily Show
And The Colbert Report
With bad words that you’re not allowed to say.

I’m from Eat your greens
And finish your food.
I’m from Gai yang and sticky rice,
From Arab food
And family reunions.
I’m from the delicious small cakes,
And the big memories that are cooked into each one.

I’m from hard days at the Docks
To save money for school.
I’m from immigration lines
And passport stamps.
I’m from uncertainty
And hope
Wrapped up all in one.



Sunday, May 29, 2011

Chinese Creation Myth

Yes there are several typos. The warrior photo is the only good one I could find that was that large during the small period of time I had.





This first one has no soudtrack and you can actually hear me.





This one has a soundtrack which unfortunately runs over my voice. It sounds really cool though

Sunday, May 22, 2011

The End Came Yesterday

As I write these words this day, May 22nd, I am well aware that 200 million people, "true believers" supposedly went to heaven yesterday as said by the messenger of god Harold Camping. That though, was not the true end, the world will be destroyed on October 21 2011, apparently, as said by Mr Camping. Mr Camping once said the world would end in 1994, and we all know that happened.

What?

We're not talking about that?

Oh, errr.

The end of grade six you say.

Ok, let’s talk about that. Less exciting but more certain, and I like certain, it's very comforting, there's no doubt, no uncertainty. Just facts and... Now I'm rambling.

Back on topic.

I've been asked to answer a few questions about my past year. The first of which is this:

What piece of work and learning are you most proud? (sic)

My work is like my children, it's hard to pick favourites. Not really. I would say my imaginative narrative. When I look at it, I don't think of great storytelling, I think of a venture into a genre of writing which I had not previously explored. I had never really had the opportunity before to just write creatively, so I tried to use this one to the best of my abilities, which if you read it you will find out are not that high. There's a saying that it's the thought that counts and I think to some extent that's true, maybe it doesn't apply so much here, but I really valued this opportunity and this piece of work. I'm proud that I did this, as well as of all the knowledge I picked up along the way about writing stories.

Here's another question: What were your greatest challenges?

Now, I think there are two ways of looking at challenges; the first is that they are bad and that everything should be easy, the second, which I subscribe to, is that challenges are good for the experience that they give us in an area with which we are unfamiliar. The one thing this year that I believe exemplifies this thought is questions during literature circles. Though they were a pain and hard to think of, they gave me some time to think of new angles to look at a text from, and for that I love them. Albeit they took some time to think up, but they gave me a chance to analyse things in a way I had not done before, and for this I also love them. Though they were a challenge, they gave me something in return for the time they took from me, and for that I am thankful.

Another question: Reflecting on your growth this year, what did you learn about yourself as a learner?

This year we created a learning profile about ourselves which gave me a unique opportunity to look at the way I learn and how I think. Here's a quick summary: Listening to music is a good idea - as I am now. I learn best by looking at the details before working my way up to the big picture and for some reason I should sit at the front of the class on the right. I also found out through numerous presentations and speeches that I am relatively good at public speaking, a talent which I hope to use in the future. Does that have anything to do with being a learner?

Probably not, but I gained that knowledge while I was learning, so that has to count for something. It also tackles the growth part of the question which the first part does not. So there.

I now have to evaluate my work habits with these three possible grades to give myself: Needs Improvement, Satisfactory and Perfecto!

My behaviour was in my view satisfactory. There were some sudden outbursts which might need to be controlled in the future, but generally I thought I was pretty good. I, unlike others in my class, did not resort to physical violence even when it was used in some way against me; I just took it like a man while the other person looked sort of stupid afterwards.

My participation was in my view very good, bordering on too much. I would actively participate in class discussions and sometimes even provoke them myself. I would make points and ask questions when I thought they needed to be asked. Some other class members could be described as “mindless drones” (as one someone put it, perhaps ironically), who took the teachers’ word as gospel truth and who would do as told even if they were asked to do something, which in my view was unnecessary, without question. I would question and ask why something had to be done, for if it's not necessary to my learning, why should I do it?

Organisation is an area in which I need help from those around me. I do try to do my homework but I forget to do it sometimes and on occasion it may come in late. I will endeavour to use my planner more next year as it is built to be a tool to prevent such forgetfulness.

My effort is satisfactory bordering on great. As I said above, I don't like to do work I don't have to. Naturally I put less effort in to these projects as well as projects I don't enjoy completing. This is my own perhaps slightly peculiar way of telling myself that I am not a mindless drone.

I now need to think of two goals for next year. If you've read the above post, I think some of them are rather obvious. I need to work on my organisation. Completing and turning my work in on time will undoubtedly move grades in an upwards direction. Now I think just setting a goal is not enough, you must also put together a means to achieve this goal. I will use my planner in the way it was designed to be used. I will also frequently check Moodle in order to keep up with my workload.

My second goal is to try and look at things from new perspectives, not just the easiest and most accessible. I should listen to people more, to learn their own perspective and then compare it to my own. I will look at the pros and cons of each viewpoint before perhaps even changing my own.

Is there anything my future teachers should know about me?

I'd just like to say that I enjoy a stimulating conversation about current affairs and the major issues of our time. In other words I like politics and the controversy and discussion that surround it.

What was my favourite activity in Humanities this year? What did I enjoy about it?

There are two activities that I really enjoyed, and both for the same reasons. These are the Pharaoh iMovie and the Geographical Placement Powerpoint. The first reason I liked them is the medium through which they were expressed. It wasn't words on a paper it was something a little more creative and interesting, something that I had a little more control over. The second reason I liked them is that they were a lot more public than the average piece of work. With most work, only the teacher and I actually see it, as will probably be the case with this blog. With the iMovie and the Powerpoint, however, everyone in my class saw it. That was a great incentive for me to do good work.

What activity do you wish we had spent more time on?

I think the Imaginative Narrative was something that required a bit more time. It's not that often that I get the time to write creatively so I would have appreciated some more time to do so. After the narrative we went straight back into fact-based writing which is the norm at school, and I frankly can do with a little bit less of this style.

What words of wisdom or advice do you have for the upcoming sixth graders?

Challenge. Challenge yourself. Challenge your peers. Challenge your teachers. Challenge the world. Make'em think.

Saturday, April 9, 2011

Farewell cruel world!! sort of


Dear Asher

I am no longer in the community. I have decided to leave this place and try my luck Elsewhere.

You will probably not understand the things I am about to describe, but perhaps in the future, once the community recovers from the release of my memories, you will.

I had to leave the community for several reasons, the first of which is this: feelings. You probably know what feelings are from your evening feelings time. But the feelings you talk about during this time - happiness, anger and sadness - to name a few, have not really been felt in this community for a long time. You ask though:

“What about the things we talk about during feelings time?

You and the rest of the community have not experienced, not felt, real sadness in a long time. The sadness you talk about leaves after an hour or two. Real sadness is something so huge that it may take weeks, months or even years to finally shrug off. It is this lack of real emotion which is one of the reasons for which I have decided to leave.

Another perhaps more fundamental reason is the absence of the feeling love. If you ask another person about love they will tell you it’s a term that is no longer in use, and that it’s meaningless. If you have felt love though, as I have and you soon will too, then you will know that is one of the most meaningful and special things in the entire world. A memory that will be coming to you soon is that of a group of people, young and old, sitting together. As you look at them you will come to feel a sort of warm feeling that feels wonderful. It’s hard to explain in words but once you feel it you will know it, and you will feel a unique and special sensation, that will consume your entire being. That, my friend, is love

The last - but not least - reason is the eternal sameness in this world. Since I became receiver of memory I have seen the world in a different way. I have seen something known as colour, and it‘s truly amazing. It is hard to describe to someone what colour is without them seeing it, but in the world you live in everything is the same. The weather, the topography and the colours, they’re all the same. This sameness drives me insane and that’s another significant factor that led me to the decision that I had to leave. I have left in search of a place in which everything is not the same, where there are distinctions and differences, where there will be a diversity which stimulates one’s heart and mind.

You will soon get a memory in which you are on some sort of wooden contraption, and you are accelerating down a hill at a speed so fast it is both exhilarating and terrifying. Of course you don’t know the word hill because all hills were razed years ago by our forefathers. This is different to the world that you currently live in, and all this sameness that keeps any of that from happening is why I want to go. Once I have found a place with contrasts I will feel happier than I ever did in the community. I will feel for the first time in my life, happy.

From Jonas

This is

AlexK

Signing out

Sunday, April 3, 2011

Freedom, Love

Gabriel's breathing was even and deep. Jonas liked having him there, though he felt guilty about the secret. Each night he gave memories to Gabriel: memories of boat rides and picnics in the sun; memories of soft rainfall against windowpanes; memories of dancing bare-footed on a damp lawn.
"Gabe?"
The new child stirred slightly in his sleep, Jonas looked over at him.
"There could be love" Jonas whispered.

The next morning, for the first time, Jonas did not take his pill. Something within him, something that had grown there through the memories, told him to throw the pill away"


This is a part of the book the giver. I have to read the above quote and relate it to choice and freedom.

In this passage Jonas says that there could be love in this world. I think this is a statement that if it came true would require some freedom. Freedom to love who ever you want and to chose to love them if you so wish. Love is an emotion that as I have said before can make those who are expeiriencing it do irrational things that if they thought about, they would not want to do. There isa choice in wanting to do these things, and you must first have the freedom to love before you can have the choice to do these things.

In this passage Jonas also throws away the pill for the first time. The pill is something that stops Jonas from having wet dreams and lust, and perhaps even love. With the choice to throw these pills away Jonas is taking a choice for love, and therefore a choice for freedom. The things called freedom and choice though huge and cumbersome concepts can be linked through the statement "freedom of choice". Jonas appears to have achieved this freedom in his own head in a very small way, it seems he has the freedom to chose to disregard the rules and stop taking the pill. In this sate of mind Jonas is exactly what he shouldn't be in this world.

This is what these words tell me about freedom, choice and Jonas.

This is
AlexK
Signing out

Comments

I commented on Akira's and Kathleen's.

Monday, March 14, 2011

Choices, Consequences


I have to write another post about the giver, this time about something that the giver said. He said that people in this world would find it frightening to make teir own decisions. The question is:

Why would peopel find it frightening to amke choices?

I personally find making decisions scary even though I've made them before, unlike those in this book. I always find it hard to make decisions as I am always afraid that if I make the wrong one then that the consequences will be horrible and I'll have to live with them for a while. If I make the wrong choice and I bear the repercussions then I can live with myself as I am the one to suffer. However if someone else suffers the I would feel abosolutely awful, as through my mistake someone else would have to endure something because of my own mistake. I don't know about you but I would feel horrible if I did that to someone, as I have before.

It's a different case with the people of Jonas' community as they have never made a large decision in their life so they would be scared of the concept of a choice. Choices as a thing are pretty scary themselves as generally you have to make one. If your stuck then eventually the pressure builds up as you get closer to the day that you must make your final decision. Once you make it there are tow possible thoughts that could be going through your head. The first one: wow, glad thats over, no point in regretting it, it's all over. The other: no, no, I should have chosen the other, I can still change! NO don't do that, you're just being indecisive. These people have never been through this thought process and it will definitely scare them as it has scared many others before.

We are all afraid of something different, in their case it will be choices this added with the
pressure I have talked about above is enough to bring anyone to their knees. I agree with giver prediction that if they made choices they would be scared.

This is
AlexK
Signing out